A side note: I’m nearing the end of this series now so I’ve started to look around for the next project. I have a few on my list right now that I’m considering but if you have any recommendations, feel free to suggest them and I’ll consider them too! 🙂

Chapter 80: Reality (10)


Cheng Zhi Chu blow dried his hair, put on his pyjamas, cleaned up the bathroom floor before opening the door and walking out of the bathroom. The moment he walked out he saw Bai Yi leaning against the bed and silently staring at the TV.

The handsome man was wearing a black robe that revealed his collarbone and chest. The legs placed together on the bed were long and slender and the calf lines were very beautiful. His gorgeous black hair was still a little wet as it gently fell past his face. He looked particularly sexy and gentle.

Cheng Zhi Chu stood in the same place for a while before reacting and realising that he was taking the scene in too carefully. His ears turned red and he was secretly glad that Bai Yi didn’t notice. He slowly moved closer and glanced at the screen.

He had heard the sounds coming from the TV when he was in the bathroom earlier and it sounded like a variety show. Now that he saw Bai Yi watching it with so much attention, he couldn’t help but be curious about the contents of the variety show. After all, Bai Yi didn’t seem like someone who would be interested in these things.

When he turned his head around, he found himself looking at his own face.

Cheng Zhi Chu: “………….”

He was shocked. He then remembered that he had recorded a variety show with Ji Yun Xiao a while back. Although it felt like it was a long time ago and many things had happened since then, but, in reality, it was something that happened only about half a month ago. Today just happened to be the day when the recording was to be broadcasted.

But coincidentally Bai Yi saw it…….

The laughter coming from the TV sounded nonstop but Cheng Zhi Chu couldn’t laugh at all. His palms began to sweat.

The lights in the room had already been turned off, leaving only a bedside lamp which emitted a warm orange light. As the TV screen changed, the light that is reflected onto the wall also changed along with it revealing mottled shadows.

Even if lighting wasn’t good, Cheng Zhi Chu could tell that Bai Yi’s expression wasn’t too good. His lips were a tight line and there wasn’t a hint of a smile on his handsome face. This was especially the case when the camera moved to Ji Yun Xiao. Every time this happened, his expression would turn even more dark.

Could he be jealous………….?

For a moment, Cheng Zhi Chu’s thoughts drifted a little and he started to think nonsensically. Deep inside, he felt a little sweet. But the next second, it was gone. It was replaced by intense tension and uneasiness.

Even if Bai Yi may feel something towards him, after seeing him being so intimate with another person, he might possibly hate it and no longer feel that way towards him……..

What’s more, Bai Yi may actually not even like him and he was just being too self-absorbed…….

But does Bai Yi really not like him? Everything that he had said before sounded like he liked him. When he thought of Bai Yi’s past actions, he felt even more strongly so. Even if he doesn’t like him, he should at least have good feelings for him……..

Cheng Zhi Chu once again fell into a turmoil of self-doubt. His heart was extremely conflicted. He wanted to rush over, grab Bai Yi’s collar and ask him if he likes him.

Naturally, if he was to get a negative answer, he would feel so ashamed he would rather kill himself on the spot………

At this moment, a loud burst of applause could be heard coming from the TV, returning him to his senses. Bai Yi’s cold look was also reflected in his eyes. Like a bucket of cold water was poured over him, he managed to calm back down.

“Zhi Chu?”

Bai Yi noticed that he had come out of the bathroom. His eyes moved from the screen and over to him, and the cold expression on his face immediately softened. He gave him a smile and waved his hands:

 “Come and sit.”


Cheng Zhi Chu also showed an unnatural smile. He walked over to the bed and, because of his guilty conscience and awkwardness, he didn’t dare sit too close to Bai Yi and only sat on the edge of the bed. With his hands on his knees, he remained quiet.

“Sit further in. The bed is very wide.” Bai Yi hooked up his lips. He pulled at his wrist and pulled him in, “Otherwise how do you plan to sleep together with me later?”


Hearing the words “sleep together” spoken so naturally by Bai Yi, Cheng Zhi Chu suddenly had a coughing fit. Finally, he moved closer and sat down next to Bai Yi. He copied his posture and sat with his back against the bed and his two legs stretched out in front.

“The program is interesting.”

Bai Yi said this. Although his tone was calm, Cheng Zhi Chu couldn’t help but tremble. If it wasn’t for him already sitting down, he would have already collapsed to the ground.

“I remember you telling me before that you’re not Ji Yun Xiao’s fan.” Bai Yi’s eyes continued to fixate on the screen as he watched the two figures on the screen interact. He asked gently: “But you seem to be the only male fan there.”

“I’m really not his fan.”

Although he had become a casual fan, Cheng Zhi Chu at this moment didn’t want to admit that: “I went there for my sister. She fell and hurt her foot so she couldn’t go. She asked me to participate in the filming……..This is just a coincidence!”


Bai Yi’s smile faded a little and his voice didn’t have any ups or downs: “Then there’s a link between both your hearts? Such tacit understanding. Whatever he does, you can guess the meaning behind it?”

Cheng Zhi Chu felt cold sweat roll down his forehead. For some reason he felt like he was just caught in bed cheating with other person———Clearly, he and Ji Yun Xiao are innocent, and he had only used the coin to cheat. If not for the coin, he wouldn’t have been able to guess the right answers!

He quickly explained it to Bai Yi and even took out the little demon in the coin to testify. His attitude was extremely sincere, and he looked like he was willing to go onto his knees and swear by his words.

“And now, the final sentence……”

When the little demon yawned and returned to the coin, the program on TV just happened to reach the last sentence. The sentence was revealed on the screen for the viewers. Bai Yi’s slightly relaxed look instantly turned bad again.

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I like you the most in the world.

This was the name of a song of Ji Yun Xiao’s.

Cheng Zhi Chu instantly felt his scalp go numb. He wanted to take the remote and turn the TV off but his hand was held down by Bai Yi.

The handsome idol on TV shyly gestured a heart. His “small fan” hesitantly guessed the meaning behind those actions and finally a light flashed across his eyes as he worked out the answer.

“Is it ‘I like you the most in the world’?”



It was exactly the same as what Cheng Zhi Chu had experienced at the time. Loud cheers and applause came from the audience and Ji Yun Xiao smiled happily. Under the encouragement of the host, he gave Cheng Zhi Chu a big hug. Some audience members even started to chant for them to kiss.


Bai Yi finally turned the TV off with irritation. He threw the remote onto the ground with a dark expression. His expression was ice-cold.

“………That’s just a song title…….”

After a long silence, Cheng Zhi Chu shrank his shoulders and said in a very small voice.


Bai Yi didn’t say anything. This was his first time not responding to Cheng Zhi Chu. He turned his head away from him and looked out the window. Cheng Zhi Chu couldn’t see his expression and could only see his neck and the black hair that fell past it.

“Bai Yi………Are you angry?”

Cheng Zhi Chu softened his voice even further. Like a whisper in a dream, even he himself almost couldn’t hear what he was saying.

He was afraid of Bai Yi ignoring him, and his heart started to beat inexplicably fast. It wasn’t because of panic. It was because of other emotions.

“Don’t be angry……”

He softened his voice. Seeing that Bai Yi wasn’t looking back, he slowly shuffled over and pressed his chest onto Bai Yi’s back. With his cheeks touching lightly onto Bai Yi’s shoulder, he hooked his finger with Bai Yi’s finger and said in a small voice.

“The person I like is not him…………”


Bai Yi suddenly got up without a warning, and Cheng Zhi Chu was caught off guard. He fell down and his back bumped against the back of the bed. The next second, Bai Yi had both his arms pressed down beside his head and he looked down at him with a hot gaze. In a low voice he asked:

“Then who is the person that you like?

The room was dark, and half his face was covered in shadows but there was something burning in his eyes. It was bright and dazzling and it also appeared to be scorching hot.

The distance between the two of them was very close. Cheng Zhi Chu could even smell the scent of the body wash coming from Bai Yi. It was the same as his. Like this, their scents mingled together.


Cheng Zhi Chu couldn’t retreat anywhere. His heart raced very quickly, and all the blood rushed straight to his head. His entire face was bright red, and he was extremely embarrassed.

His eyes became a little teary. He wanted to avoid Bai Yi’s line of sight, but his jaw was caught by Bai Yi and he was once again forced to look at him.

Bai Yi suddenly lifted his hand and stroked his hot cheeks. His fingers slid gently over the soft skin bringing along a sensation of trepidation. Cheng Zhi Chu trembled and nervously closed his eyes.

“Let’s try that game too?”

He closed his eyes and suddenly heard Bai Yi say this. At the same time, he heard some rustling sounds. Just when he was about to open his eyes, he could feel his eyes being covered by a soft fabric.

Bai Yi had untied the waist band and used it to cover his eyes. With gentle movements, he gently circled it around. The waist band still carried a hint of his body temperature.

This is………What are we doing……….What kind of game does Bai Yi want to play?

Cheng Zhi Chu was at loss. He couldn’t help but feel nervous. This was even more the case when he accidentally touched Bai Yi’s exposed chest. He subconsciously wanted to take off the belt but was stopped by Bai Yi.

“Don’t move Zhi Chu.”

The man spoke softly with a smile.

“You and Ji Yun Xiao have good tacit understanding. Why don’t we try it too?”

“Since you are so smart, you must already know what I want to say.”

Bai Yi also wants to play “Guess what I’m doing”? But he can’t see anything so how can he guess…….? Or does Bai Yi actually not want him to guess it correctly and use this as an excuse to make certain demands?

With his eyes covered, he felt his fingers being held in a warm palm. Cheng Zhi Chu’s breathing turned rough and he couldn’t calm his racing heart.

Suddenly he felt a soft and moist touch on his finger.


Cheng Zhi Chu who was completely unprepared was surprised. He let out a cry and his heart trembled. He immediately realised that it was Bai Yi’s lips and his face turned uncontrollably red.

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“What am I doing, Zhi Chu?”

Bai Yi asked in a low voice.

Cheng Zhi Chu opened his mouth. He was so embarrassed, even his lips trembled. After a long time, he managed to reply with a trembling voice: “You are……..kissing my fingers.”

“And now?”

As soon as he said that, Cheng Zhi Chu also felt a kiss on the back of his hand.

“Kissing the back of my hand………”

“And now?”

Bai Yi’s charming voice rang in his ear. He licked his earlobe and kissed his cheek. His warm breath could be felt on Cheng Zhi Chu’s face.


Cheng Zhi Chu couldn’t’ say it. The part of the fabric that was closest to his eyes were already dampened with tears. He was so embarrassed he felt like he was about to melt.

“Let me give you a final hint. Try a guess what I want to say to you…….”

The man spoke with a hint of a smile in his voice. He then kissed his lips.

His movements were gentle at first. His lips stuck against Cheng Zhi Chu’s lips and it gently rubbed together for a while. The tip of his tongue traced the shape of Cheng Zhi Chu’s lips before moving in and exploring past his teeth. Sweeping along the sensitive parts of the mouth, the kiss got deeper and deeper. His hands moved to hold Cheng Zhi Chu’s face and he started to kiss him passionately.

Soft wet sounds could be heard in the bedroom. Cheng Zhi Chu’s back was pressed against the back of the bed and his entire body was locked between Bai Yi’s arms. His lips and tongue were numb, and his face was completely flushed. No longer able to withstand it anymore, he let out a small moan, but it only resulted in Bai Yi kissing him even more intensely.

His breathing was uneven, his mind was blank, but he didn’t have any intention to stop the kiss. He hooked his hand around the back of Bai Yi’s neck and started to respond.


After an unknown amount of time passed, Bai Yi released him while slightly panting. Cheng Zhi Chu’s lips had already become wet and a small stream saliva flowed down past his lips. It was red and swollen as he gasped for air. The eyes that were revealed after removing the blindfold were red and teary. Like he was just bullied, tears flowed down his blushing cheeks.

Bai Yi’s eyes deepened. He reached out and rubbed his thumb across Cheng Zhi Chu’s lips before pulling Cheng Zhi Chu into his arms. His breathing was hot as he whispered in his ear.

“Zhi Chu, can you guess what I want to say?”


Cheng Zhi Chu was extremely embarrassed, but he was also extremely happy. He hugged Bai Yi back. Although he was kissed until even his fingertips were numb, he clung tightly to the smooth robe.

“I like you.”

“I love you.”

Bai Yi kissed his ear and said this over and over again. It as was if he wanted to utter all the love that he had suppressed for the past few years.

“Zhi Chu, I have always loved you.”

“How about you?”

“Can you tell me now who the person you like is?”


Bai Yi’s Diary (Part 80)

This time, I really couldn’t suppress the fire of jealousy in my heart so when Zhi Chu spoke to me I didn’t respond.

I avoided his eyes because I knew that, as soon as I look at his eyes, I would immediately throw the towel in and surrender. I would always unconditionally surrender to him.

In front of him, I have no principles. Or conversely, he is my principle.

Although I regretted my actions the next second ——- Zhi Chu can’t be blamed for this. I was at fault. Why didn’t I kill Ji Yun Xiao back then?———-But if I were to suddenly smile at Zhi Chu after being angry, it would be too undignified.

I should at least maintain silence for a minute to let Zhi Chu know that I am very unhappy……No, 30 seconds is enough. Otherwise if the time is too long Zhi Chu would get angry and he might even go sleep in another room……..Maybe ten seconds is better.

I counted down from ten inside. When I reached 3 and was about to turn back around and say that I’m not angry, Cheng Zhi Chu leaned on me from behind.

He said to me that he didn’t like that man.

He had even reached out and hooked his finger with my finger.


The countdown then reached one

It was also the moment when my heart raced the fastest.

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24 thoughts on “KTCSG – CH80

  1. Blood 9th November 2019 / 4:39 pm

    ❤*.(๓´͈꒳`͈๓).*❤ 。o*・♥๑´ ³`)ノ♥*o。cнϋ ♡

    Liked by 6 people

  2. JessieP 9th November 2019 / 5:38 pm

    FINALLY <3!!!!
    Hallelujah my yaoi god answered my prayers!

    Liked by 9 people

  3. Isaac 9th November 2019 / 6:38 pm

    Yesssss the moment we’ve all be waiting for! Thank you for the quick and well done translations! I’ve fallen in love with this series because it is easy to read! As for the next series, can I possibly request The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide? It’s already partially translated but the translator has lost interest and is dropping it. I would love to see it picked up again!

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  4. Tenneo 9th November 2019 / 7:00 pm


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  5. Sherpie 9th November 2019 / 8:09 pm

    There’s this FoD extra.. the ML is Xue Zi Xuan.. I don’t know if the translators still doing the translation.. it was the first FoD extra translated but also the very last to be complete, it haven’t even half finished.. one of the translator said that they are really busy with real life but I don’t have any idea if they will continue the translation.. the update schedule for every part of chapters was really long.. in the end I MTLed it lol.. iirc it has 14 or 15 chapters, already translated to chapter 5.2.. maybe you can consider to pick it up if the translators really can’t manage to continue the project?

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  6. Nao Ren 9th November 2019 / 8:19 pm

    Awwww so adorableee. Also Bai Yi’s diary is so sweet 😚

    Liked by 2 people

  7. Seafall 9th November 2019 / 9:37 pm

    QAQ, my tears of joy…

    Liked by 1 person

  8. Applepie2334 10th November 2019 / 12:39 am

    The most beautiful chapter……so proud of the happy couple! As far as next projects go, two people have suggested novels I miss! Scum Shou and the first extra of FOD!! What are you considering? We could vote via poll?

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  9. pangeles1827 10th November 2019 / 2:24 am


    Thanks for the chapter

    Liked by 1 person

  10. yumie 10th November 2019 / 2:55 am

    Hiks why this is shounen ai 😦 we want more Author-sama!! They’re just so cute 😍

    Liked by 1 person

  11. ichi chan 10th November 2019 / 3:41 am

    Ohh my heart also beating so fast .. so cuteeeeee ♡♡♡♡♡ .. yeah it will end soon please find cute story ..like this or like “stone age” or some like sweet horor also very good .. thnk u for the chap ♡♡

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  12. Sara 10th November 2019 / 5:07 pm

    Thank you for your wonderful work. I’m really love to read your book and all the chapters are very good. There is the a novel that I really want to read beside this novel which is called that heroic death system. Can you translate it please? Thank you!! 😉

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  13. Sara 10th November 2019 / 5:10 pm

    I really love your translation so much. Thank you for your wonderful job on translating this book. There is also one book that I really love besides this book which called Heroic Death system, can you pick it up please? Thank you 😉

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    • Sherpie 10th November 2019 / 10:18 pm

      You have to go to the translator’s site to see Heroic Death System’s updates.. they still updating that novel, unedited(?).. well they keep the original text so I assume it was unedited.. they just update that novel yesterday

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      • KK 11th November 2019 / 7:13 am

        Yes, Heroic Death System is still being translated and it updates randomly without showing the updates on NU. You should check it out on the translators website. There are actually more chapters translated than what’s shown on NU. 🙂

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  14. BooyahBlue 10th November 2019 / 10:44 pm

    Thank you for the chapter 🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪

    Liked by 1 person

  15. ReoMegu 11th November 2019 / 2:42 pm

    KK-san … can you continue ‘Demon King’s Political Marriage’ novel?
    The previous English translator suddenly disappeared (completely disappeared because the website was not accessible) and left the novel just like that. I who already have permission to translate it into Indonesian are confused.

    I don’t know if you’ve read it or not, but I hope you want to consider it …
    I think the novel is interesting hehe

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  16. en_en 15th March 2020 / 4:03 am

    Aaaaaaaaa!!!! Yes yes yes!!! 😍😍😍 And lol at the diary as always! 😂


  17. S.L 5th June 2020 / 3:15 am

    Awwww! My heart ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thank you.


  18. Luca1864 30th October 2021 / 8:36 am

    Nice (*´ω`*)


  19. D 18th March 2022 / 2:25 pm

    Bai Yi ang rupok 😂


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