Chapter 97: Extra – Self Struggle (1)
Before Bai Yi’s soul fusion, Cheng Zhi Chu had also heard about multiple personalities, but he never thought that someone could have as many as 180+ personalities, and that this person would be his boyfriend.
These personalities originally existed as independent existences but, after being fused together with Bai Yi’s soul, they all exist in Bai Yi’s body, and possess the same appearance as him.
But when Qin Ji exposed his identity, Cheng Zhi Chu could distinguish the subtle differences between him and Bai Yi. The expression on the face indeed resembled the way Qin Ji spoke.
His actions were also very much Qin Ji’s style.
“The time left for me isn’t long. Zhi Chu, hurry and let me kiss you.”
After that, the man didn’t give Cheng Zhi Chu the chance to speak. He once again kissed him deeply on the lips.
After a few minutes, the man’s movements stopped. His expression changed and he slowly let go of Cheng Zhi Chu. He stroked his hair and revealed a faint smile.
“You are……..Yuan Huai?”
Cheng Zhi Chu observed him carefully for a few seconds before asking.
“You can recognise me. I’m very happy Xiao Chu.”
The man nodded in affirmation. Adoration filled his gentle eyes and he pulled Cheng Zhi Chu into an embrace. He kissed Cheng Zhi Chu’s hair.
Cheng Zhi Chu hesitated for a moment and then carefully hugged the man back. After a while, Xie Yuan Huai was no longer satisfied with that simple touch. Once again, Cheng Zhi Chu was kissed.
Bai Xi Xing had gone out to deal with some matters and he hurried back to the top floor of the hotel to check on the situation with Cheng Zhi Chu and Bai Yi only to accidentally run into the scene of the two kissing in the corridor.
After a brief moment of embarrassment, Bai Xi Xing realised that Junior Cheng had managed to solve his cousin’s problems and had returned from the other world. His cousin had also woken up. He was so excited, he almost burst into tears.
But he could read the mood, and he naturally wouldn’t bother the two of them right now ——- What a joke. With his cousin’s personality, if anyone interrupted his intimate time with Junior brother, he would definitely kill that person who dared to disturb him.
He should wait a little. Wait until they’re done kissing, and then pretend to be passing by and “accidentally” run into them.
There was no one around and Bai Xi Xing no longer cared about his image. He squatted behind a wall and browsed through his phone.
Five minutes should be enough?
After more than half an hour, Bai Xi Xing who was squatting the whole time limped away with numb legs and took the elevator downstairs.
Fuck, why haven’t they finished kissing? Are they kissing or eating each other?
“No- I can’t- please…. don’t………”
When Cheng Zhi Chu noticed the arrival of the eighth personality, he couldn’t help but push Bai Yi’s chest away while gasping for air. His eyes were filled with tears and his cheeks were flushed. He looked extremely pitiful.
He really can’t bear doing it with every single personality. If things continued like this, he would suffocate to death!!!
“……..They all kissed you?”
The man’s voice was low. There was a dark light in his eyes. He reached over and stroked Cheng Zhi Chu’s red and swollen lips.
Cheng Zhi Chu was shocked. He instantly recognised the current personality: “You are………Bai Yi?”
Bai Yi reached out to hug Cheng Zhi Chu’s waist. His dark look eased away, and he smiled softly at him before kissing his forehead. He said: “Don’t worry, I’ll fuse together with them as soon as I can. I won’t let them out again.”
Cheng Zhi Chu nodded. Just when he wanted to get out of Bai Yi’s arms and say a few more words to him, Bai Yi held his face and appeared to be wanting to kiss him again.
“Wait a minute, I……….”
Cheng Zhi Chu was a little panicked. He couldn’t help but want to avoid it. Bai Yi revealed a disappointed look and he asked in a quiet voice:
“How can that be……no…….”
His expression made Cheng Zhi Chu’s heart squeeze. He suddenly felt bad for him. Bai Yi is his lover, how could he refuse Bai Yi……..
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And so, he lifted his heels and took the initiative to kiss Bai Yi back.
This time, his lips really needs medicine.
Cheng Zhi Chu figured out the time rule between the personality switches. At the beginning, each personality appeared for five minutes. Later, with Bai Yi’s suppression, it extended into half an hour.
Each time the change occurred, it took a little longer. Although the change always occurred with Bai Yi closing his eyes and looking calm, Cheng Zhi Chu suspected that the internal struggle was probably very intense every time he switched. Otherwise, why would it take so long?
Like this, the personalities that know each other have an advantage. They could join together to suppress the other personalities in the struggle and then appear together.
For example, the personalities that appeared together this time were the twin knights. Cheng Zhi Chu now learned of their names. The older brother is called An, and the younger brother is called Kai.
Cheng Zhi Chu was happy to see them come out. After all, the two brothers’ personalities were rather cold, and they spoke very little. They were also very obedient and courteous. If Cheng Zhi Chu wasn’t willing, they definitely wouldn’t touch him.
He just didn’t know why they wanted to come out……..
Thinking this, Cheng Zhi Chu said good night to the twin knights and turned around to leave.
After being pulled around for a whole day, he was also very tired, and he wanted to rest. But right now, he didn’t want to sleep together with Bai Yi. It was too dangerous. He didn’t know if a dangerous personality would appear later……
But at this moment, his hand was pulled by the man behind him. He looked back in surprise and looked questioningly at the other party: “What’s wrong?”
The man pursed his lips and then spoke up. He didn’t know which personality it was, but Cheng Zhi Chu guessed that it was probably An. While they conversed, An was more proactive. Kai on the other hand didn’t speak much.
“I hope that you can stay.” The knight held onto Cheng Zhi Chu’s wrist, but he didn’t hold too tightly so that he could break free if he wanted to, “This is a rude request of mine. If you don’t want to, you can refuse.”
Cheng Zhi Chu had always had a soft-hearted personality. Seeing An asking him like that, he couldn’t harden his heart and refuse him. He sat down and smiled at him: “Of course……….What do you want to do?”
The knight looked at him quietly without saying anything. It was as if just looking at him was enough to satisfy him.
Cheng Zhi Chu who was being looked at so intently felt his face warm up. He uncomfortably looked away but was quickly forced to turn back. His lips were firmly bitten onto and a bit of blood flowed out.
The man’s expression suddenly revealed an angry look. He pinched his jaw and asked coldly: “Why did you betray me and become engaged with a merman? And you kissed my knight? Don’t forget, you are a slave that belongs to me. Even if I die, you will be buried with me!”
“Also, you……” His voice was filled with anger, “An, Kai, you dare betray me?!”
Cheng Zhi Chu’s expression changed. He immediately retreated back.
Kashir was about to go crazy with anger.
He was inexplicably trapped inside this body and, not only was he unable to break free, he was suddenly told that he was actually a soul fragment of this person and that he needed to fuse together with him to complete the soul.
At first the vampire prince didn’t believe that nonsense. He only thought that he was trapped by some black magic and he tried to escape but he later realised that it was true,
In the darkness, he could feel the fluctuations of the other souls around him. The fluctuations of those souls were strikingly consistent with his, but their appearances were different —— This even included the two dark knights that served him, and Chrisis. They all shared the same fluctuations.
It took a long time for Kashir to reluctantly accept this reality, but he would never be willing to accept that he was just one of many fragments. He must take control of the body and reclaim everything that belonged to him.
When the personality switched again, Kashir participated in the competition. During the competition, he surprisingly saw the mirror spirits face through the body’s eyes.
How could he be in contact with the owner of this body?
Kashir was stunned. The desire to take control of the body became even stronger. During the battle, he could sense the twin knights coming closer and he spoke to them:
“An, Kai, help me. I want to control this body.”
However, this time the two knights didn’t follow his orders. Instead, they pushed him away from the centre of the competition.
“Sorry your Excellency.” Kai said. “But my brother also wants to take control of the body and meet the mirror spirit. So, I’m sorry, we can’t help you.”
Kashir was stunned for a long time. He couldn’t believe what he had just heard. He had never thought that his loyal knights would one day defy him and to think that their reason to take control was also for the mirror spirit!
These two scums. These bastards. He’ll definitely kill them!!
This was the only thought in Kashir’s mind as he was pushed to the edge of the fight.
For the first time, Cheng Zhi Chu witnessed someone be able to fight with himself.
And it was really fighting ——– After Kashir appeared like a storm, he reached out to pick up the decorations on the bedside table and slammed it furiously onto his head, scaring Cheng Zhi Chu in the process. Cheng Zhi Chu immediately threw himself into his arms to stop Kashir’s actions.
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This kind of behaviour couldn’t be described as self-harm. Kashir didn’t want to destroy himself, he wanted to destroy the other personalities…….But it could also be considered self-harm? Afterall, they are all the same person.
Being embraced by Cheng Zhi Chu, Kashir’s body stiffened. He appeared to have calmed down slightly and he also slowly embraced Cheng Zhi Chu back. But at this moment, it looked like there were more than one personality. Perhaps because there were multiple personalities communicating with each other in the spiritual world, Kashir’s expression changed and he suddenly reached out to grab his own neck. He roared darkly: “You shut up!”
After he said this, he suddenly collapsed onto the bed. He became quiet, like he had just fallen asleep.
This was a sign that the personality was about to change again. Cheng Zhi Chu watched anxiously from the side. When the man on the bed once again opened his eyes, he asked cautiously: “You are……..?”
“……….Let’s finish our wedding ceremony.”
The man reached over to unbutton his own clothes and then he violently pulled apart Cheng Zhi Chu’s pyjama’s instantly scattering the buttons across the bed.
“It’s a pity this body cannot make you conceive………How useless.”
Cheng Zhi Chu’s face instantly turned green.
Fucking hell. He doesn’t want Bai Yi to be used by this bastard!!
Cheng Zhi Chu rolled over and fled from the bed, but he was forcefully pulled by back the man and he even managed to get his clothes off. Fortunately, the personality once again switched, and Bai Yi had returned.
The moment he saw Cheng Zhi Chu’s naked body trembling in the dark, Bai Yi’s expression turned horrible. It was as if violent storms were brewing inside him. He then suddenly felt Cheng Zhi Chu throw himself into his arms.
After a short moment of hesitation, Bai Yi gently hugged Cheng Zhi Chu. Suppressing the rage inside him, he spoke as gently as possible: “It’s okay…….It’s me.”
Cheng Zhi Chu shrunk inside Bai Yi’s arms. He was really scared by the merman. He was only able to feel relieved when he saw Bai Yi’s personality reappearing and he immediately sought comfort from Bai Yi.
Feeling the warmth coming from the person in his arms, Bai Yi held him without speaking a word. His eyes gradually darkened.
Cheng Zhi Chu soon understood that even Bai Yi could not be trusted, and he paid a price for this revelation.
And if he didn’t worry about the possibilities of the other personalities appearing, he would pay an even higher price.
Early in the morning, Bai Xi Xing learned that his cousin had 180+ personalities. At this moment, he expressed deep sympathy to Cheng Zhi Chu.
“Junior brother, it’s really hard on you……….”
Bai Xi Xing stood in the distance and spoke to him apologetically. Cheng Zhi Chu nodded at him and looked at the man sitting next to him reading about current affairs on the newspaper —– Currently he is Chrisis ——He also felt bad for Bai Xi Xing.
Because no matter which personality it was, there was one aspect that was consistent: They all don’t particularly like to see Bai Xi Xing. Bai Xi Xing was not even allowed to be within three metres from them.
Those 180+ personalities were also amazingly picky with food.
Even at the buffet, the man stood before the dazzling array of food and didn’t pick anything out.
Kashir: “I don’t eat vegetables, its colour makes me sick.”
Qin Ji: “Don’t take seafood, I’m allergic ——– Soul allergies.”
Joshua: “I’m not picky with food because I haven’t eaten it before, but I hope you don’t pick sweets. They look too sweet and it’ll affect the ability to savour the other flavours.”
Young Merman: “The ground animals are all low-levelled and dirty. Overconsumption of it will damage our power —— So it’s better to eat humans?”
Bai Yi coldly placed down the tongs and wordlessly poured himself a glass of water.
Affected by them, everything now looked disgusting and he had no desire to eat.
Merman: “Don’t drink fresh water. The taste is very strange. Add salt and drink salt water.”
The other voice immediately questioned him: “What conspiracy do you have? Salt hurts evil spirits. Did you want to kill us? You can’t put salt.”
Another voice just simply said: “Don’t drink water.”
Bai Yi slammed the glass down onto the table.
Finally, Cheng Zhi Chu managed to solve this dispute.
“Try this, I think it’s delicious……….”
Cheng Zhi Chu used a pair of chopsticks to pick up a piece of fish and he brought it to Bai Yi’s lips. Bai Yi cooperatively opened his mouth and ate it.
“Is it good?” Cheng Zhi Chu looked at him expectantly.
Bai Yi nodded with a smile. He appeared very pleased.
With Cheng Zhi Chu feeding him, no matter what it is, it’s delicious.
“That’s good.” Cheng Zhi Chu let out a sigh of relief. He again picked something else up for Bai Yi, “Then try this one………..”
Ever since Cheng Zhi Chu began to feed Bai Yi, although the 180+ personalities are no longer picky eaters, their fight for control at every meal became even more fierce.
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Lol poor Bai Xi Xing~~